without moral assignation, ongoing habits

• reading the wheel of time until 2-3am
• two cups of coffee
• putting off drawing until the evening
• gritting my teeth
• refreshing tabs impulsively
• taking a weekly walk to pick up sourdough
• telling myself if x symptom kills me then it kills me when my ocd declaims everything as a threat
• cleaning my wound
• reusing a tea bag 3x, hello microplastics
• same three meals
• same three outfits
• forgetting to refill my med container and texting myself reminders instead, i.e.: "dose 2 p at 3:04 03/20/26"