shoot me starstuffo222@gmail.com ~ sun jan 4 2026 i've been having dreams but they always dissipate when pepper terrorizes me in the morning. i want to get back in writing them down. ~ wed september 3rd 2025 i miss indy. can she come back? ~ thurs july 31st 2025 walk into the ocean ~ fri may 30th 2025 i feel okay ~ mon may 5th 2025 i don't have friends to go with, i'd probably go if i had a friend to go with. what an excuse i keep spinning! ~ sun march 16th 2025 is it lame and giving up to apply for jobs that arent art related? or can i tell myself and others that even if i get it ill somehow continue looking ~ fri january 10th 2025 freaking out for all the reasons and none at all. ~ mon december 9th 2024 applied to 6 jobs today. the heat is on so high we're all sweating. ~ fri october 18th 2024 trying to put together costumes, i feel like there's never enough time towards the end of the year. ~ sat august 17th 2024 i saw my second ever roller derby game tonight! my first was about 7 years ago. i fantasize about belonging to a cause, a hobby, a team again. fantasize about joining their basic training classes one season. the dates just never line up. ~