Dear community,

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For the entire month of February, I'm asking the community to help keep Special Fish running. I run this site entirely on my own as a working artist, living off my work.

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~ Elliott

This message is temporary and will be removed at the end of February. Thank you for reading :)

scoggdawg @scoggdawg

delirium

12.25.25 no matter where I am my life will never be boring I’ll feel the need to fill the need my hours and minutes and seconds with things that may or may not feel worth my time I won’t get stuck. XX.XX.25 hair grows longer hair cuts cut shorter … do we really change that much in three months? do we change as often as our hair? growing and flowing and trimming and stimming ? 11.8.25 Overwhelmed by friends overwhelmed by community overwhelmed by the joy and the positivity always feeling A lot not eating enough (iron) A friend brings me a milkshake and fries on a rough day. I feel so loved. I want to hold and to support and to reciprocate that love., there's weight. I must grow strong! To hold all the love I receive!! It is heavy but that's what makes it so special. . And so I'll bike to work each day so my calves grow big and strong I like to feel strong. I like to feel loved .
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things I’ve lost (or broken) on my se asia trip

  • gray t shirt
  • 3 pairs sunglasses
  • 4 pairs of sunglasses
  • 5 pairs of sunglasses
  • black usbc charger
  • white usbc charger
  • sammy rae baseball cap
  • $300 in cash
  • some pens
  • a glue stick
  • my menstrual cup
  • my pj boxer shorts