i love receiving messages on my guestbook: yourworldoftext.com/~miaoye/ 2026.10.13 i’m at plitvička jereza national park, in the heart of croatia now. 10 miles of hiking around the emerald lakes today, then strudel, mousse, sausages. i deactivated ig so i’ve been sending photos to people individually, and i’ve enjoyed receiving various reactions from my loved ones. i never thought i’d be here—really, i wanted to go to portugal, and spain; to sip sangria by the ocean, after just coming back up from jumping the cliff. but who am i without my desires? and how would i have ended up here, if i hadn’t dreamed about somewhere equally spellbinding first? 2026.03.12 i want to be seen and be known but i'm frozen in stasis 2025.09.23 slept like a baby after acupuncture yesterday, woke up at 6am naturally. person at the clinic recommended weekly acu for 2 months for my ailment. i felt cynical at the suggestion in the moment (another money-grabbing scam!) but not anymore. it's true—we all need HRT and we all need TCM. 2025.04.27 feeling obsessed with the history of papacy now... waiting for my period to finally arrive & for my body to heal from injury. spring is time for me to bloom too. 2025.02.04 i'm back on special.fish! i'm in my family home's bedroom, watching The Breaking Ice half-heartedly, mostly focusing on the background score. music can be no short of transcendental sometimes. otherwise, i'm trying to be more patient and sure of myself. 2024.02.07 folks have been fixing and drilling the street i live on since 9am. it definitely got on my nerves but my cat has been calm throughout the day. wish i could be like her more. 2023.10.10 i'm enjoying the weather. wish i was somewhere upstate hiking and listening to love songs.