dolly ~ special fish

“I have wanted to kill myself a hundred times, but somehow I am still in love with life.
This ridiculous weakness is perhaps one of our more stupid melancholy propensities,
for is there anything more stupid than to be eager to go on carrying a burden
which one would gladly throw away, to loathe one’s very being and yet to hold it fast,
to fondle the snake that devours us until it has eaten our hearts away?”
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“But for what purpose was the earth formed?" asked Candide. "To drive us mad," replied Martin.”

Farriers cleaning hooves
Mood changing nail polish
Ole Munch—A man is grateful.
Grilled pitted olives from TJ
Antipasto salad // https://www.realsimple.com/food-recipes/browse-all-recipes/antipasto-salad-recipe FUCKKKK
Utah kid taping fish to ATMs // https://www.huffapost.com/entry/provo-teen-taping-fish-to-atms_n_65b13f22e4b0f55c6e31dca8
Anchorite // anchoress
Caroline Schlegel
John Locke // Locked Room Theory // Rust
Leo from Romeo & Juliet during the aquarium-yellow-tang scene, muah
JW Francis—I want a poem that will remind me what to do with myself.
The Sound of Metal // Darius Marder

My Brilliant Friend
https://euppublishingblog.com/2019/10/04/an-interview-with-michelle-devereaux-author-of-the-stillness-of-solitude-romanticism-and-contemporary-american-independent-film/
Slavoj Zizkek
Song of the Achilles // Madeline Miller
I dated a guy who wrote a beautiful song called albarino wine lol
Phillip Weinrobe
Tinhouse workshops
Vienna
The Doll's Alphabet by Camilla Grudova
The Magic Toyshop
Angela Carter: Far from the fairytale